Thoughts at 2:00 AM

Have you ever just thought, you only live on this earth once. And it kinda just hits you. One life. On average, 75 years of age. For me this is a drive. Mostly to get my work out there.
 My dream is to inspire people. A bit cliche, but the thing is, I have learned how much words can really affect you. It can help or it can bite someone down. I want to help people with my words. Encourage them, bring them up, remind them. You'll learn, I am very honest on some matters and tend not to edge the line.
 It's truly a curse. I feel like I am a very hardened person, and tend not to let people show that. Writing helps me. I can never think of things to say on the spot but when I put it down, ah, it comes out so much clearer. At least I hope.
Mmm, future career scares me though. I have a passion for dancing, but I am not sure how stable that can be. Writing also, but I can never dedicate myself to a full on novel. I'm going to start practicing on my vocals and possibly even try a bit of rap. If my interest in music keeps up, I'll buy headphones and a really good online music program so I can start that. For now I'll go free and see how it goes. I don't know, recording my own music seems fun. Theater also interests me.
In short, I really want to put my name out there to show people who I am. My world, how I think and express myself.
It's going to be a really long road. Ah, but I am way too ambitious for my own good.